• Advocacy,  Schizoaffective Disorder,  Schizophrenia

    A Young Adult gets a Schizophrenia Diagnosis- My Experience and How to Change It

    Imagine, for a moment, a young adult, sitting on the couch in a psychiatrist’s office, shifting anxiously as they wait to hear the answer to their question. The doctor sits in her chair, red nails pressed tip to tip as she puts her hands together. Hesitantly, she gives the young adult the answer they dreaded – “It’s looking to be schizophrenia.”  In your mind, who is this young adult? Yourself? Your child or sibling? Or perhaps a stranger? How did you picture them reacting to this news? My guess is, not well. And that would not be surprising.  When I received my initial schizophrenia diagnosis, I thought my life was…

  • A Day in the Life,  Depression,  Schizoaffective Disorder,  Schizophrenia

    Another Year Ending – Reflections on Schizoaffective Disorder and 2021

    At the end of the month we’ll hear shouts of “Happy New Year!” On that day, I’ll have another year on this earth officially under my belt. Another year older, another year wiser, another year of struggle and change behind me. Happy birthday to me, you survived. Sometimes I wonder how.  This last year was another test (but really, aren’t they all?) Panic disorder had me swapping to the passenger seat of my own car. Schizoaffective disorder introduced me to new individuals and voices. And depression had me thinking of actions that I’ve managed to resist for roughly seven years. Don’t worry, I’ve kept up my streak, but it was…

  • Uncategorized

    Introducing the Not Like The Others Shop!

    Not a post, but an announcement! The Not Like The Others Shop is live! Check it out for apparel and home goods inspired by life with mental illness. By seeing both the strength and the lighter side of experiences like mine, we can open the door for conversation and help normalize mental illness! You can navigate to the shop using the menu bar above on this site or go directly to the shop on Etsy here. If you don’t see something that speaks to you, let me know! I’ve got new designs and new items in the works and I would love to hear what you would like to see! Let’s…

  • Hallucinations,  Schizoaffective Disorder,  Schizophrenia

    Auditory Hallucinations – A Closer Look

    We talked about visual hallucinations in Visual Hallucinations – A Closer Look, so now it’s time to dig into auditory hallucinations. One summer day in 2008, I was getting ready for the day. I was home alone with no music or TV. From the back corner of my bedroom behind me, I heard a snicker. It was short, but crystal clear. A man’s voice. Laughing at me. Days passed, and then I heard the sound of a guitar being strummed just once. I began to hear all sorts of other strange sounds, like the creaking of floorboards under carpet at night. I could hear each slow but purposeful footfall, as…